So tomorrow I leave for a good friends wedding (kinky and fun but vanilla girl). We first made these plans in the spring, long before Sir. Since I had a job that allowed no opportunity for vacation we decided to make a weekend of it. We would go up a day early (about 8 of us), hang out relax and just plain get away.
I was looking forward to it, but now I’m starting to dread it. I don’t know how I’m going to be without having privacy. I’ll be staying in a 2 room suite with 4 people.
Sir and I were just speaking about what toys I should bring and he decided on slave balls, a couple of clothes pins and the binder clamp. They are small and discrete. I also have to hide everything else. My mother is taking care of the dogs and would die if she found my collection of toys. I will even have to unplug the hardly used hitachi.
The kink part is really a secondary concern.
My main concern is not being able to communicate with him as I’m so happy doing. Also how is he going to tuck me in? How will I sleep? I wear nothing but a collar and I don’t think my roommates will approve of that!
I must pack nightclothes! Ugh…
Add that with I’m sick. Sir asked how my sex drive is when I have a cold. I get mushy, and I want to be held and I don’t really want sex but I want pain, lots of pain and I want to cum screaming, then sleep. Im still wet, but I don’t long for my holes to be filled, I do long for the clover clamps and sirs whip. I don’t feel like flirting or playing online or even chatting with anyone except Sir. I feel like crying on my knees, begging sir to give me pain, lovely blissful pain.
I know a big part of this is emotional. It will be a very hard weekend.