one of the many things I’m working on and have been for a long time before Sir is how to relax.
So as last post proves I can now sit and watch tv for an hour, major improvement. I do yoga and that helps. Next is going to be reading something longer than a blog or business document.
Let me start by saying, my house is full of books, my kindle, new and charged. I used to read anywhere from one to five novels a week. It was my passion. I don’t remember a time I didn’t read.
When X-Dom and I broke up I couldn’t even look at a book. I have 3 in my nightstand draw that I can get no further than a page into before I get to busy in my mind.
I was telling this to little R and she said what changed? So I thought all day and night and the truth is ….. Nothing and everything. Nothing being I still love stories and falling into someone’s else’s fantasies. Everything, well everything, I’ve changed, but that’s not why I stopped reading.
I stopped because M was a author. When I pick up my kindle it is full of his crappy books. So I’m going to try again, old fashion heavey hard covered. I don’t know if my mind will let me, but I’ll try.