The easiest, shortest answer to this is….make my cunt wet. Wake up the slave and that indifference I show the world disappears.
Yesterday I got little done at work, texting back and forth with local fl girl. A Saturday night play date planned, another first as this will be role play. After we had a glass of wine and a long talk last night I’m very excited and nervous.
She’s no pain slut like me but her sadistic streak really wants to see me orgasm from good sane pain. Limits, likes and dislikes discussed by all parties, Sirs input being the most important to me.
We also discussed aftercare and subspace, she told me that she hits hard and has a problem with safe wording out. That’s something that I have a hard time telling a new partner because it’s a major issue. I was so relieved, it allowed me to say that I had issue with it to. Since its a first time for us, it will be lots of build up and light to moderate on the pain scale. I’m pretty sure at some point I will beg for harder.
She also found it a big turn on that I call Sir for permission to cum. Her question was “always, even when you masterbate?” She said in the middle of the night do u pick up the phone asking to cum. Ha! I told her no, Sir tucks me in and I go to sleep. In the middle of the night I just jump my bed and leave puddles, never cuming.
I’m so……wet…excited…slave like, thinking of getting to the point where I reach in a panic for my phone to call Sir, begging,cuming, showing him what a good slut,whore and slave he has allowed me to be.