Mushy

Lets start with I hate being needy. I see it as a personality  flaw. Even though I’m sirs slave, I’m strong. That’s just who I am. I’ve taken care of myself as an adult since I’m 14. To even be the least bit dependant on anyone just pisses me off.

Having said that today I am a total mush. I am going back and forth from being sad, to being pissed at myself. 

I’ve wasted a great deal of time on people that just don’t give a crap about me and today I looked in the mirror and ……. I’m old, tired and have nothing left to give.

I’m empty…..

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