Calm

i have no idea why I am so calm today.

I think I’ve gotten to the point that I really just don’t care anymore. The stress levels have reached max and I’m done. No more girl drama, I’ve retreated to the bubble that is my cubical and intend to stay there as long as I can.

Today is the day I’m going to try to get all of the crappy stuff over with. Just heap it on, so that I can deal with it all and then relax. 

Sir wants me to start edging, 100 before his visit and right now I’m like the Sahara. Hoping to get everything done early, so that when I say happy tuesday….my stress will be gone.

I know my mood and its physical results aren’t fair to him. I find myself shutting down far more often than I used to. I know that I need to keep on progressing, but right now I’m stuck and frustrated and strangely complacent. Lol, plus….getting upset about everything isn’t helping. So what do I do?…….my answer, for right now…..nothing.

I have plenty of mindless work to keep me busy. 

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