sitting alone at a bar…softly siping my beer.
I could not have asked for more this weekend.
All of my fears are gone. S has shown me…. There’s nothing wrong with me. She is a special, beautiful person.
I’m sure I’ll write much more but this weekend we were just 2 uncomplicated girls. All of lives pressures and demands on hold.
We found peace in eachothers arms. We found bliss in the pain we shared. There was no struggle in our dynamic, just a perfect flow between all of our needs.
It was the first time alone with a girl in more than 15 years. There were so many moments I’ve memorized. Moments of such tenderness.
Time to get off my stool and continue the journey.