Home alone

its always so odd coming home the night Sir is gone. My littlest dog was waiting for him, looking for his foodman.

Sir asked last night why I didn’t tell him she was in town for the holiday. I told him it was a non event. The more I think of it, I just wanted to ignore it. I wanted the easy way out. I’ve been dealing with so much hard stuff I didn’t want that layer being on top of his visit. Plus we are not at the point and he’ll we may never be to just meet for a drink like friends would.

So I guess Sir that’s the whole answer.

I’m very glad that you care about my emotions sir. So many couples around us are in such misery. I’m really working on knowing my thoughts and feeling better so I don’t give you the short answers as I know you like quality responses.

Work has been nuts and the blogs have been short, but that’s also in part because you were here with me. I didn’t need to express myself in this way because I could sit down and talk with you instead.

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