so I continue my conversation with the sub….

I watch the show…

They say how the girl was pregnant 

I go mentally back to the only time with exdom we had anything near after care.

The first time….7 hours into a scene… We are both crashing, we spoke of the shit that went wrong in the past, the funny stuff we remember….

Sir, it’s why I don’t like the beach.

He lives at the shore, he smelled of sex and the sea.

We spoke of how we were both deemed ” infertile”.

We joked that for sure I’d be pregnant because that was our luck.

Just a shitty kinda flashback

So a fear attached to all of his shit is my triedd and true method of getting over him
I self destruct, am I doing that again?

Please tell me?

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