this year, it just didn’t feel right.
It was a long day.
The food was wrong my mood was sour. Heading home my mother wanted to stay with me. She could see it in my eyes that I was sad.
Last year Sir and I’s relationship was new and I think that newness distracted me from the feeling of alone I should have had on Christmas morning.
I remember speaking to him looking out the kitchen window at the falling snow and having a feeling of hope.
I didn’t have that today. I had humid fog. I had loneliness.
I’m sorry I missed your call at 6. I really thought it was much earlier. Truth be told I was so trapped in my head, I forgot to set my alarm.
So after food I gave up and slept on my aunts couch.
Not too much longer!!!!
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Actually a few more days. Other stuff came up, so more like Wednesday.
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Actually I don’t like it……LAAAAAAME!!!!! I’m gonna go listen to depressing country and drink Climax moonshine.
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Don’t go blind!!😭
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I didn’t go blind. I just injured my foot. I think I may have bruised it really bad or possibly fractured it a little.
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Nothing good ever comes out of drinking moonshine, except a story or two!
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There’s mine! Dropped that bottle of Tim Smith’s Climax on my foot, it bounced, I thought “Oh fuck” and the only thing that broke was a little bit of the plastic around the cork. And possibly my foot.
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