i woke up today pretty pain free, until the Meds wore off.
It’s a day of mostly waiting at work. I can’t sit or stand long and nothing at this point will make me ok.
I have dinner plans that im a little excited for. It’s a shame because I think the pain is dulling all of my emotions.
I know come tomorrow it will have pasted so like work, I wait.
I decided Saturday in the day will belong to me. I need to decompress and not speak. My soul is running on zero and I have to recharge. My plan is to go back to the beach and even out my bad tan lines, walk over to the mermaid parade and basically not speak. It’s been a long time since I’ve been able to take time out.
I’m getting better at being around people, but that doesn’t negate my need for solidtude.