I’m not a brat

But I really can be a petulant 2 year old.

Sir and I had a lazy night at home. He napped as I cooked and then we cuddled on the couch to watch sherlock. As will happen the English accents put me right out and at midnight he woke me to go to bed.

We e both been fighting colds and I just need sleep.

For the first time Sir and I are on the same sleep schedule and he was up when my alarm went off. 

I am used to not speaking for at least an hour. I’ve done this for the past decade and it wasn’t until today that I realized I just can’t speak. I said shhhh to sir. I was like a 2 year old. 

It’s wasn’t that I didn’t want to speak, but my brain doesn’t make words that early. I went took out his juice, put on the coffe, fed the dogs and when I came out of the bathroom he was shocked that I put the tray on the table. 

He asked when I did that. I explained. It wasn’t that I was unhappy to see him, I just don’t wake up well. I as m not a morning person even though I’m up early.

This mood has carried into work and when I opened my email seeing a meeting till 5 when I leave at 4, I went into full tantrum, kicking and pounding my fists, even crying. I’m really not adult in all that well today:(

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