The Good, The Bad and The Fucking Crazy

That explains my weekend so far.

Let’s always start with the good. Saturday was busy, like really busy. Errands, gym, yoga and then of to meet up at a place I picked with this guy that throws swing parties. I thought he looked familiar and it turns out he was at the party that I first me O. The train likes to fuck with me so I had to get an Uber, he offered to pay and I declined. He was drinking a water, coffee and hot totty. Looking like a mess, he had pulled an all nighter due to a couple of attractive Chinese girls. Are conversation was amusing and as we sipped our hot drinks, the snow started falling. All I thought was Fuck, N can’t drive and won’t come out if this sticks. We parted ways at the subway and he told me I could invite friends to the party. I’ll work on that this week.

Home to get ready for a new event and coordinate with N L and M. The hostess was going to come by early, but she ended up meeting us there. That actually gave N and I a bit of time alone. She came over and normal big hug. It was hard because I asked her to let me be the one to make the first move. I did this because I know I totally suck at that and if I could do it, it may give me a bit more confidence with being more forward with women. So we kissed and it was nice, but she became too aggressive with the suction. I told her that Sir had explained once one of the nicest things was the felling of being tit to tit and I had her go into the bedroom and we both took off our blouses and started to hug and kiss. It was nice, for about a half an hour we just figured out slowly what we liked and responded to. After I told her I don’t have a cock don’t suck on my mouth like I do and we kissed again and it was perfect.

After we sat and talked, Land M would be on the way and it’s very important L doesn’t find out because he will get too jealous. Eventually I guess he will, but at this point it won’t do anything but cause undo drama in the group. It was nice to see her so calm. She said if she had no scenes that night it would be ok because she had such a good feeling of connection. I was right, she never had a “good” F/F experience. I explained to her the reason we don’t need a defined dynamic is when you do sensual play it’s equal. Plus what we did, there will be no drop. It’s in no way kinky. Funny how my idea of what’s kink and what’s not has changed.

We headed to the party all laughs and smiles. I put on my old Domme dress, no corset, no need for one anymore and we felt good, ready to have fun. I think that our pre-party activity put me in the proper mind frame for the crazy that was to come, because all I did was laugh, sometimes you just need to laugh at the petty miserable ones and keep reminding yourself that life ain’t that bad……Looks like this will be a three parter, so the bad and the crazy will come later. I feel like leaving it here with the good to start my day.

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