I woke up early today to get to a real keyboard and write this before my day of hellish meetings start.
Last night I came home to the most pathetic little dog ever. As I entered the house he didn’t come to the door, he barely lifted his head to greet me. Most pet owners would be in the car to the vet but no this slave knows it’s just drop. His best friend left and there will be no more all day/night pets and lap time. Lol, sounds like me. So he gets down and depressed. He perked up when I gave him some cheese and I was assured it was just depression.
After a good run and a good cleaning of the house FGD came by. I’ve been wanting to talk to him about N and all the things I clearly missed on NYE with his “bitches”.
Let me start by saying my dog barks once a day at the mailman only. He rings the bizzer and crazy girl starts barking so I pick her up and then he starts. I looked at him in schock as its a deep but happy bark with him running to the door. He was mildly upset to see that FGD was alone and not with Sir as he was hoping.
To preface, the past 2 days have been ruled by Murphy’s law and drop. Sir had to put up with mean girl. I turn the drop internal and I know ever ounce of it shows on my face. When he left, mean girl turned to sad girl and sad girl is easier to deal with. After running and setting my surrounding back to their factory settings she went away too. That and a long text convo with n and multiple check ins by voice with Sir.
So by the time this visit occurred I was mostly back to my normal self. I packed up the last of the good food to send him home with. Him being a single and lacking the will to food shop, I knew that it would not go to waste and it would be a nice surprise for him. I made some good tea and heated him up the apple pie with the last of the vanilla ice cream.
Some how we ended up talking first of art and the Medici’s along with the tudors. He’s really not used to having a female friend that is kinky but still platonic and it’s a relationship that he never knew he needed.
I asked what the fuck was going on NYE. I was busy in my scene with Sir and getting L and M to loosen up and play.
It was already predetermined he would have the first scene with GS. A way to say happy new year and I’m sorry for totally ignoring you the last party when N was out. His date knew this. Kudos for that, because if not crap would she have been pissed. The wrench in his plan came with winter girl finally after a year not just agreeing to a scene but leading him by the hand to the bench. As this is going on his date was getting a rather good foot rub and watching a powerful scene next to her. She started talking to this Dom after and then seeing that FGD was still busy they started making out.
This is when I came to and my sub-vision cleared. I like his date. Not in the I want to fuck her way, but she is a well developed human. Sounds cold, but it’s true. So she came to me asking if sex was allowed at the party and I said generally yes, then she said should I ask FGD if it’s ok with that guy. I turned into one of those people that guide airplanes in, hand gestures and all saying oh yes, absolutley, you must ask him. The funny really amimated side coming out.
He told her no, but not due to his ego. He told her that’s just not what we do at this party. Totally true it’s allowed but not the right feel.
Through this I felt like I was missing something. He’s not the type of dom that would allow all this girl drama. I was right. So behind the scenes he is setting up a three some with his date and fucking (insert puke face and noise) bible girl, that now will lead to a foursome with the guy she wanted to fuck
He also set bible girl and GS straight that he is with n at the upcoming weekend thing. He’s trying to get fs to play with more people taking the pressure off of him.
I explained that I see her as an “oh honey” girl and he needs to make sure the evil bible girl doesn’t influence her.
He agreed and will watch for it.
N is another story for another time.
There’s more, but time for work
Tgif, I actually made it to friday:)
Oh but wait, back to the dog. He was a totally lump the entire visit he laid on my lap as I petted him, nor even trying to make out or luck my knees. Today as I left he was curled up with his sister looking at me with the sadest eyes.
It will take a couple of days and lots of pets, but he will make it through.