Surprise, almost

Yesterday had its ups and downs.

Nothing went as planned starting at noon. My mother pulled a can I pick you up? A half hour early, when I said yes, thinking she was leaving her house, she said great I’m outside.

We tried to go to russia, no parking. I just wanted the beach or a pool. Some body of water to calm me. Sun on my skin to make me feel … something.

I started to get anger. It boiled from my feet. As this goes on n texts me asking if we could make plans earlier. I text one word, no. Then I breathe then tell her to cancel tonight it’s better I get to sleep early anyway.

I text Sir, plans are not going well, I’m turning off my phone for a bit. 

Leave a Reply

Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in:

WordPress.com Logo

You are commenting using your WordPress.com account. Log Out /  Change )

Twitter picture

You are commenting using your Twitter account. Log Out /  Change )

Facebook photo

You are commenting using your Facebook account. Log Out /  Change )

Connecting to %s