My previous blog I identify as a paramour . I needed this venue to figure shit out. My previous relation ship was reckless and abusive.
I don’t want to go back to safe vanilla and I know recognize I need “a sane bdsm relationship”.
In the past few weeks I have been trained to allow the real me to blossom. I wear many faces, but the true me is-a cum and pain slut but more importantly, a slave.
I will do as he wants, when he wants. I will suck, lick and fuck how he says and to any man or woman he says.