Deep sleep

theres something about sleeping in bondage. I never sleep deeper. My mind shuts off. No listing or twilight thoughts. There’s no worries about work or family and friends. Just peace, bliss. It’s the closest I can be to sir when he is not here.

Today I plan to go to yoga with little R, but I know there is a good chance I will end up with C at the hospital. Her mother had a stroke and she’s loosing her mind.

I’m not looking forward to this day.